Maya POV
Three weeks into the assignment, Maya had learned two things about professional hockey players.
The first was that most of them secretly behaved like overgrown teenagers whenever cameras weren't pointed at them.
The second was that Noah Hayes somehow became even more difficult when cameras were.
The documentary crew arrived on a Tuesday morning.
By eight o'clock, the arena looked less like a professional sports facility and more like a television production set. Camera operators moved through hallways carrying expensive equipment while producers checked schedules and interviewed staff members. Bright lights appeared in corners that normally stayed empty. Microphones seemed to materialize from nowhere.
Everyone was adapting.
Everyone except Noah.
From the moment he stepped into the building, he looked like a man serving a prison sentence.
Maya noticed it immediately.
She was standing near the media entrance reviewing notes when Noah walked past surrounded by producers.
A production assistant was explaining the day's filming schedule.
Noah wasn't listening.
He was staring straight ahead with the expression of someone contemplating several violent solutions to a minor inconvenience.
The sight almost made her laugh.
Almost.
One of the producers hurried after him.
"We'll only need ten minutes before practice."
Noah didn't stop walking.
"You said that yesterday."
The producer blinked.
"Because we only needed ten minutes."
"It was forty-two."
Maya looked up from her notebook.
The producer looked offended.
Noah looked tired.
The exchange lasted only a few seconds before they disappeared around a corner.
Yet Maya found herself smiling.
Because it was the most personality Noah had shown in public all week.
By lunchtime, the documentary crew had successfully irritated half the team.
Players complained about microphones.
Coaches complained about interruptions.
Arena staff complained about equipment blocking hallways.
Only Jake Reynolds seemed excited.
The rookie spent most of the day waving at cameras whenever possible.
At one point, a producer had to explain that documentaries weren't reality television.
Jake seemed genuinely disappointed.
Maya was interviewing an assistant coach later that afternoon when laughter echoed from the opposite side of the rink.
The sound immediately caught her attention.
Mostly because she had never heard Noah laugh before.
Not really.
Not the polite public version.
Not the brief chuckle reporters occasionally received.
This was different.
Real.
Uncontrolled.
Without thinking, Maya looked up.
Near the players' bench, Jake was attempting to demonstrate some kind of celebration dance while several teammates watched.
The result was catastrophic.
Jake lost his balance.
Nearly fell into the boards.
And somehow took two other players down with him.
The entire bench erupted.
Even coaches were laughing.
And right in the middle of it stood Noah Hayes.
Laughing harder than anyone.
For a moment, Maya simply stared.
Not because the scene was particularly remarkable.
Because Noah looked completely different.
Relaxed.
Open.
Young.
The public version of Noah always seemed carefully controlled.
This version wasn't.
This version forgot cameras existed.
The realization lingered long after practice resumed.
Later that evening, Maya found herself reviewing footage the documentary crew had allowed media members to access.
Most of it was routine.
Interviews.
Training sessions.
Game preparation.
Then she found a clip recorded before practice.
Noah didn't know the camera was rolling.
He was sitting alone in an empty section of the arena, staring out at the ice.
Not speaking.
Not moving.
Just sitting there.
The shot lasted less than thirty seconds before production cut away.
Yet something about it bothered her.
Everyone saw Noah Hayes surrounded by attention.
Fans.
Sponsors.
Media.
Teammates.
Yet somehow, every time Maya caught him unaware, he looked lonely.
The thought followed her throughout the evening.
And for the first time since meeting him, she found herself wondering not who Noah Hayes pretended to be.
But who he was when nobody was watching.
That question, Maya suspected, was where the real story began.
The next few days passed in a blur of cameras, interviews, and increasingly long hours at the arena. The documentary crew seemed determined to capture every possible moment of the Titans' season, which meant players were being followed almost constantly. Some embraced the attention. Others tolerated it. Noah appeared to be engaged in a silent battle against it.
The more time Maya spent observing him, the more obvious it became that he disliked being watched. The irony wasn't lost on her. Millions of people recognized his face. Companies paid enormous amounts of money to associate their brands with his image. Yet whenever cameras appeared unexpectedly, Noah's expression tightened almost imperceptibly, as though attention itself was something he endured rather than enjoyed.
She noticed it during interviews most of all. The moment a microphone was placed in front of him, he became controlled. Every answer was professional. Every reaction measured. It wasn't that he sounded fake. It was worse than that. He sounded careful. Like a man constantly evaluating which parts of himself were safe to reveal and which parts needed to remain hidden.
The realization fascinated her.
Most athletes struggled because they spoke too freely. Noah's challenge seemed to be the exact opposite.
On Thursday afternoon, Maya was reviewing footage near the media offices when a commotion erupted near the practice rink. Curious, she followed the noise and found several members of the documentary crew gathered around Jake Reynolds.
The rookie was attempting to explain what he considered his pre-game routine.
Unfortunately, the routine appeared to involve listening to motivational speeches while shadowboxing dramatically in front of a mirror.
The crew loved it.
His teammates loved it even more.
By the time Maya arrived, several players were openly laughing while Jake passionately defended the effectiveness of his methods.
"It's scientifically proven."
"By who?" another player asked.
"Me."
The response caused another round of laughter.
Maya found herself smiling as she watched the scene unfold. Professional athletes often seemed intimidating from a distance. Up close, many of them behaved exactly like ordinary young men who happened to be exceptionally talented at hockey.
Her attention shifted when she noticed Noah standing nearby.
Unlike the others, he wasn't participating in the teasing. Instead, he was leaning casually against the boards, watching the exchange with quiet amusement.
There was something almost protective about the way he observed the younger players.
He never demanded attention.
Never inserted himself into conversations unnecessarily.
Yet somehow the entire group seemed to orbit around him anyway.
The thought stayed with Maya long after the moment passed.
Later that evening, she finally got the interview she'd been requesting for nearly a week.
Not with Noah.
With the team's head coach.
The interview took place in an empty conference room overlooking the rink. What Maya expected was a discussion about team performance and championship expectations. What she didn't expect was Noah's name appearing repeatedly throughout the conversation.
"People underestimate how much responsibility he carries," the coach said at one point.
Maya looked up from her notes.
"Because he's captain?"
The coach nodded. "Partly. But it's more than that. When things go wrong, everyone looks at Noah first. The media. The fans. Ownership. The players. That's the reality of being the face of a franchise."
The comment lingered with her.
Because she had never considered it from that perspective.
Fame came with advantages.
Everyone knew that.
What people rarely discussed were the costs.
The interview ended shortly afterward, but Maya found herself thinking about the conversation while walking through the arena corridors.
The building was nearly empty now.
Practice had ended hours ago.
Most players had already gone home.
As she passed one of the training rooms, she noticed movement through the partially open door.
Instinctively, she glanced inside.
Noah was sitting alone.
The room was quiet except for the faint hum of fluorescent lights overhead. He wasn't on his phone. He wasn't talking to anyone. He simply sat there with an ice pack pressed against his hip, staring at the floor as though lost in thought.
For a moment Maya froze.
The image felt strangely intimate.
Not romantic.
Just private.
The version of Noah sitting in that room looked nothing like the confident captain fans saw every night.
He looked exhausted.
Human.
Vulnerable.
Before she could process the thought, Noah looked up.
Their eyes met instantly.
Maya felt caught.
Not because she'd done anything wrong.
Because she'd accidentally witnessed something he probably hadn't intended anyone to see.
For a second neither moved.
Then Noah removed the ice pack and offered a small, tired smile.
It wasn't the practiced smile from advertisements.
It wasn't the public smile he gave reporters.
It looked real.
"Long day?" he asked.
Maya hesitated before nodding.
"You could say that."
A brief silence followed.
Normally she would have left.
Normally he would have closed the door.
Instead, neither seemed particularly eager to end the conversation.
"The documentary crew still alive?" Noah asked.
"Barely."
That earned a quiet laugh.
"They're determined."
"They're terrified of you."
His eyebrow lifted slightly.
"Me?"
"One producer described you as emotionally unavailable."
For the first time since she'd met him, Noah looked genuinely shocked.
Then he laughed.
A real laugh.
The sound echoed softly through the empty room.
Maya found herself laughing too.
The tension between them seemed lighter than usual.
Not gone.
Just different.
As though weeks of arguments had gradually evolved into something neither of them fully understood yet.
When the laughter faded, another silence settled between them.
This one felt more thoughtful.
Less guarded.
Maya noticed the ice pack resting beside him.
She noticed the fatigue around his eyes.
She noticed the way he instinctively shifted his posture as though trying to hide discomfort.
Questions immediately formed in her mind.
Dozens of them.
For once, however, she didn't ask.
Something told her the answers weren't hers to take.
Not yet.
Noah seemed to notice her restraint.
His expression softened slightly.
Only for a moment.
Then the familiar walls returned.
Still, Maya caught it.
And somehow that brief glimpse felt more significant than any interview he'd ever given her.
As she finally continued toward the exit, she couldn't shake the feeling that something important had happened.
Not because either of them had revealed a secret.
Not because the tension between them had disappeared.
But because for the first time since she'd met Noah Hayes, neither of them had been performing.
And that, Maya suspected, was far more dangerous than any argument they had ever shared.
Noah spent the entire drive home thinking about a conversation that had lasted less than five minutes.
He found that deeply annoying.
For years, his life had followed a predictable rhythm. Hockey came first. Everything else fit around it. Games, practices, training sessions, media obligations, sponsorships, travel. Every day was scheduled with almost military precision, leaving very little room for distractions. It was one of the reasons he'd reached the level he had. Discipline mattered. Focus mattered. The ability to ignore everything that didn't contribute to winning mattered most of all.
Maya Kapoor was becoming increasingly difficult to ignore.
The realization followed him into the next morning. It followed him through workouts, meetings, and film review sessions. Every time he caught himself thinking about the previous evening, he became more irritated. Nothing significant had happened. They had shared a brief conversation. They had laughed. That was all.
And yet it felt like more.
Perhaps because it had been one of the few interactions in recent memory where nobody wanted anything from him.
No sponsorship representative asking for a photograph.
No reporter looking for a headline.
No executive discussing expectations.
No fan hoping for a moment of his time.
Just a conversation.
The thought lingered longer than it should have.
By the time the team boarded their charter flight later that afternoon, Noah was determined to stop thinking about it.
The Titans were heading to Vancouver for a three-game road stretch, and road trips had always provided a welcome escape from distractions. Life became simpler when the focus narrowed to hockey. Players traveled together. Prepared together. Played together. Everything revolved around the next game.
Unfortunately, the documentary crew was traveling too.
And so was Maya.
The realization hit Noah the moment he stepped onto the plane and spotted her several rows ahead speaking with one of the producers. She was holding a notebook, as usual, while listening intently to whatever was being explained. Even from a distance she looked focused. Determined. Completely absorbed in her work.
Noah should have kept walking.
Instead, his gaze lingered a second too long.
A mistake Liam Foster noticed immediately.
"You're doing it again."
Noah didn't even need to ask what he meant.
"I'm not."
Liam dropped into the seat beside him and shook his head. "One day you're going to realize that denying something doesn't actually make it disappear."
Noah buckled his seatbelt and stared straight ahead.
"I have no idea what you're talking about."
"Sure you don't."
The conversation ended there, but Noah knew it wasn't over. Liam possessed the persistence of a man who enjoyed being right, and unfortunately he usually was.
The flight itself passed quietly. Players slept, watched movies, or played cards. Coaches reviewed game plans. Members of the documentary crew moved discreetly through the cabin gathering footage whenever possible. Noah spent most of the journey pretending to focus on game film while periodically becoming aware of Maya's presence somewhere nearby.
It was ridiculous.
They weren't even speaking.
Yet somehow he knew exactly where she was.
When she walked past his seat.
When she stopped to talk with staff members.
When she laughed at something one of the producers said.
The awareness irritated him enough that he finally gave up on pretending to watch film and closed the tablet entirely.
Across the aisle, Liam noticed.
The grin that followed made Noah consider requesting a different teammate.
The team arrived in Vancouver shortly after sunset. Rain streaked across the hotel windows while city lights reflected off wet streets below. Players checked into their rooms before gathering for a brief team meeting. By the time Noah finally escaped to his room, exhaustion had begun to settle in.
He welcomed it.
Exhaustion was easier to manage than thoughts.
Unfortunately, sleep had other plans.
Nearly an hour later, Noah found himself standing near the floor-to-ceiling window overlooking downtown Vancouver. The city stretched endlessly beneath him, glittering against the dark coastline. Normally he enjoyed these moments. The quiet. The distance. The temporary separation from expectations.
Tonight his mind refused to cooperate.
Instead, he kept remembering something Maya had said several days earlier.
People are usually interesting because of what they're trying to hide.
At the time, he'd dismissed the comment.
Now it felt dangerously accurate.
Because Noah had spent years hiding things.
Not scandals.
Not crimes.
Just pieces of himself.
The vulnerable parts.
The uncertain parts.
The parts that felt unsafe.
His father had taught him that lesson long ago, though not intentionally. One mistake. One media storm. One public collapse. That was all it had taken for everything to change. Noah remembered watching it happen as a teenager. Reporters camping outside their house. Headlines appearing daily. Strangers deciding who his father was based on stories written by people who had never met him.
The experience had left scars.
Not visible ones.
The kind that changed the way a person trusted.
The kind that taught someone to keep walls firmly in place.
For years those walls had worked.
Then Maya Kapoor arrived with a notebook and entirely too many questions.
A knock on the hotel room door interrupted his thoughts.
Frowning, Noah crossed the room and opened it.
Liam stood on the other side holding two coffees.
"Couldn't sleep?"
Noah accepted one reluctantly.
"Apparently not."
Liam stepped inside and glanced toward the city beyond the window.
For several moments neither spoke.
The silence was comfortable in the way only long friendships could be.
Eventually Liam broke it.
"You're thinking about her again."
Noah sighed.
There was no point denying it.
Liam would know.
The defenseman smiled knowingly but, for once, didn't tease him.
Instead, he leaned against the window and looked out across the city.
"You know what your problem is?"
"I'm sure you're about to tell me."
"You keep treating people like they're temporary."
The observation landed harder than Noah expected.
Liam continued before he could respond.
"You decide what someone is before they get the chance to show you who they are. Most of the time you're right. Sometimes you're not."
Noah stared out at the lights below.
Neither man spoke for several seconds.
Because there was nothing easy to say.
Finally Liam placed a hand on his shoulder and headed toward the door.
As he left, he paused briefly.
"Just don't make her pay for mistakes she didn't make."
Then he disappeared into the hallway.
Noah remained standing by the window long after the door closed.
Outside, rain continued falling across the city.
Inside, for the first time in a very long time, he found himself wondering whether his carefully built walls were protecting him—or simply keeping everyone else out.

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